Not long ago life was different. Thinking back about 6 – 8 years ago, I was able to run a work meeting, speak to over a dozen people (which is A LOT for me), bounce out of bed, work like a man, had a husband, be on my feet for 16 hours IN HEELS, be active for 6 straight days except for Sunday, that was my down day and now…… Now is completely different. Completely freaking different.

This is what life resembles now – I’m in an entry level job making A LOT less money, haven’t tried to speak to a number of people; frankly because I have no desire to, there is definitely no bounce in the morning; maybe to pee, work like a 95 year old man, divorced, no heels; only wedges or flats, forget about being active for 6 days straight (( LOL )). So needless to say, now is freaking different.

I’m still better off than many people. I’m sitting in the air conditioning with my rent paid and food in the fridge. I’m troubled for sure, but I am grateful.

Some days you just have to take one hour at a time.